Why it was so!

May 19, 2014

Dear Readers,

Lately, a vocational college contacted me and asked if I wanted to pursue a course.  I said, I'm undecided right now because of my current mental problems or rather life problems.  But, I said, when I'm ready, I might apply to your college so I can have a career change after working 4 or 5 years of fast food restaurant associate.

I gave her the address to this blog so that she can determine whether I would be a right fit for her school.  I hope all of my problems will go away as soon as I start working.  If she doesn't allow me to enter her school someday, I can always choose other schools without telling them anything.  I know I've learned my lessons, 3 times in a row, be it school or a volunteer position.

So, my retention powers have matured.  I am a little bit wiser than I use to be or rather I think the opposite of that is happening right now.  Hehe.  LOL.  I have matured quite extensively and everything I read and digest, I understand and retain more.

I think the reason why my retention powers lacked extensively back in college was because I wasn't prepared for it mentally.  Mr. Michael Gurfinkel said before this lifetime of mine today, I was a failing service amy.  And he calls me "Maria", the mother of God (noting of Miss Amalia Goddess Angel IV-II (me) who was with the spirit of the Devil God, Bahala in full body form).

I knew it.  I was a slave and my mind was practically mushed.  But, now that I'm healing, I'm slowly recuperating.

You would not believe the story of my life.  From being a slave into becoming a Goddess Angel and a Leader of the Planet Angel.

Here's the video to remind you:

Coldplay - Viva La Vida



So, I hope this makes some sense.  I will keep you up to date, once a month on what's going on with my life.  My family and relatives read this blog and so are their friends and my facebook friends, and some google+ people.

For now, enjoy this video:

Nonoy Zuniga - Doon Lang


This video talks about the importance of schooling and how a good grade can lead to a good career.  "There, I can lasso all of the stars and hold them in, there, I can stop the wind from blowing, there, I can forbid the drops of rain, only in dreams that I can hold you, there only".