Why it was so!

May 19, 2014

Dear Readers,

Lately, a vocational college contacted me and asked if I wanted to pursue a course.  I said, I'm undecided right now because of my current mental problems or rather life problems.  But, I said, when I'm ready, I might apply to your college so I can have a career change after working 4 or 5 years of fast food restaurant associate.

I gave her the address to this blog so that she can determine whether I would be a right fit for her school.  I hope all of my problems will go away as soon as I start working.  If she doesn't allow me to enter her school someday, I can always choose other schools without telling them anything.  I know I've learned my lessons, 3 times in a row, be it school or a volunteer position.

So, my retention powers have matured.  I am a little bit wiser than I use to be or rather I think the opposite of that is happening right now.  Hehe.  LOL.  I have matured quite extensively and everything I read and digest, I understand and retain more.

I think the reason why my retention powers lacked extensively back in college was because I wasn't prepared for it mentally.  Mr. Michael Gurfinkel said before this lifetime of mine today, I was a failing service amy.  And he calls me "Maria", the mother of God (noting of Miss Amalia Goddess Angel IV-II (me) who was with the spirit of the Devil God, Bahala in full body form).

I knew it.  I was a slave and my mind was practically mushed.  But, now that I'm healing, I'm slowly recuperating.

You would not believe the story of my life.  From being a slave into becoming a Goddess Angel and a Leader of the Planet Angel.

Here's the video to remind you:

Coldplay - Viva La Vida



So, I hope this makes some sense.  I will keep you up to date, once a month on what's going on with my life.  My family and relatives read this blog and so are their friends and my facebook friends, and some google+ people.

For now, enjoy this video:

Nonoy Zuniga - Doon Lang


This video talks about the importance of schooling and how a good grade can lead to a good career.  "There, I can lasso all of the stars and hold them in, there, I can stop the wind from blowing, there, I can forbid the drops of rain, only in dreams that I can hold you, there only".

More letters:

May 19, 2014

Dear Travis,

It is very true and possible that you're going to be an Amy again someday in the next cycle because we've shared a common bond and that bond has turned extraordinary.  We swapped destinies when we shared that common bond.

DeMarcus Bishop cannot be the one.  He was disabled when he got me.  It was you as Herminigildo Manaois because you were never disabled and so was my father as well.

It just shows that you were a real shadow boy (I think) because of the black portals or realms in space instead of the light portals or realms in space which came later.  DeMarcus is black and you're white.  You've never been black as a human being except when becoming a shadow boy and invisible (magical powers).

Plus, the Devil God, Bahala as St. Peter of the Heavenly Angels in Heaven disguised as a woman and waved at Patrick Swayze when Patrick Swayze was a Ghost and watching his burial in the movie, "Ghost" with Demi Moore.  The woman went through a headstone after waving goodbye or saying hi to Patrick Swayze.  Thus, the "rocky" and "hard" deaths my Uncle Roger must endure from now until there are no more realms opening and closing in this Kingdom.

So, yeah, you are right.  We swapped destinies.  There will be 3 personas of mine as Miss Amalia Goddess Angel IV-II that will become Ada Borstein, Travis Henry, and Reynaldo Mendoza in the next Kingdom of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses.

So, I just want to let you know that.

Sincerely,
Amy



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May 19, 2014

Dear starship cruisers,

You will no longer die by true decapitation in ancient egypt and other ancient civilizations in the recent installment of realms that I gave the leaders of the planet.  That's half of the whole entire thing or more.  You can now rest in peace knowing that you will die by soft killings only for the rest of the time.  OK?  Sorry.  I thought I was giving you a chance to be free, not knowing that you are free for the rest of the time anyway because each one of you are paying 10,000 times imprisoned in a house and getting killed by true decapitation.  These are your second selves.  Your first selves that are starship cruisers will never die by true decapitation and are free - totally, completely, and absolutely.  OK?

It's just Mr. Ada Borstein playing hard to get.  You know how he is - foolish for thinking he could control my destiny or his own destiny or the destinies of people.  Only I could do that because I have realms, I have magic, and I have civilizations and material things.

People try to survive and they are surviving because of me.  It's all written down in this computer.

OK?  So, don't worry and just enjoy your day as much as you can.

I'll talk to you later.

Sincerely,
Amy


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May 19, 2014

Dear Amy Angels,

It's time for you to listen up.  I want to let you know that nothing lasts forever.  Sooner or later, the Devil God, Bahala will show up to stop you from producing more realms for Mr. Ada Borstein, particularly.  

I've tried my best in stopping him by killing him, but to no avail.  He's a fool thru and thru.  

I know I will win and I know that the Devil God, Bahala will change me into a man to become the next Archangel, Gabriel for the next Kingdom of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses, just like all of the men and women in the spirit world that changes sexes all the time when they are reincarnated and born into the World or when they die in Hell.

I must tell you that you cannot go on hiding forever.  You have to stop producing realms as soon as you can.  I'll leave it up to you when you want to.

Again, my apologies for any inconvenience.

Love,

Amy


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May 19, 2014

Dear Mr. Ada Borstein,

I'm going to have to change DeMarcus Bishop's house that you will give him in the first lifetime of the beginning of the Modern Era during the Amy Angel Programs.

I cannot allow you to kill DeMarcus.  He is an innocent young man.  I'm going to have to ask the Amy Angels to stop producing realms for you as soon as they are no longer black shadows.  It will take some time for them to realize that it's time to go, that it's time to stop the suffering of all the people imprisoned in their house and getting killed.  

You should set him free during the first program and kill him 1 Billion times only per time period if he bites the bait like a fish.  Otherwise, I'll just wait until Travis Henry comes along and be with him.  I doubt it would matter whether I get together with DeMarcus Bishop or Travis Henry first.

You shouldn't prey on people who has given you life, you fucker.  I hate you.

Sincerely,

Amy

Abba -  Take A Chance On Me

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What's going on lately!

Guess what again?  I found this website that gives free money from the government and I will ask $50,000 of free money so I can buy a brand new kia optima, use the rest of the money to get a 1 bedroom apartment and get 2 full-time jobs by August, 2015.  

I also have a boyfriend, his name is DeMarcus Bishop and he's african-american, meaning he's black.  He's 25 years old.  We haven't consumated our relationship yet.  We just talk on the phone a lot.

Once I get the car and I'm driving, plus I have 2 full-time jobs and I have a place to live, me and DeMarcus will get together and live with each other.  Getting 2 full-time jobs at a Subway restaurant shouldn't be so hard.  I'll be a "sandwich artist" making sandwiches and get paid $9.10/hr (minimum wage).

In about 2 or 3 years after that, I'll apply for free money again.  This time, it's for $25,000 so me and DeMarcus can get married at the OREGON GARDEN RESORT WEDDINGS -http://www.oregongarden.org/weddings/ and http://www.oregongarden.org/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/2014-Wedding-Packet.pdf .  

In about one more year after that, I'll apply for another $25,000 so I can pay off my student loans and my credit card bills.

And then, I will study Administrative Assisting at Ashworth College online and Medical Billing/Coding at the same school.

I plan to change jobs within one year after I pay off my student loans and my credit card bills as an Administrative Assistant and Medical Front Office, I'll try anyway.  I'll use temporary agencies to gain experience and hopefully, land a job for day and graveyard shift, Monday to Friday, so that I'll have weekends off.

Anyway, after that, me and my brother, Philip will buy a house as already stated in my blog so that DeMarcus' parents could live at our brand new house, and hopefully, his brother too.

After 10 years of hard work and perseverance, I am ready to win the lottery and have a kid with DeMarcus.  I plan to be with DeMarcus for 25 years before I get together and marry Travis Henry and have 2 kids with him.

I will have a post-nuptial agreement with DeMarcus while we are still married after winning the lottery.  I will give him $100 Million as a gift for being so nice to me and I'll give his new wife $50 Million.  She's going to have to sign a pre-nuptial agreement before they get married.  I'll help him with that.

If I can't find a job, I'll stay in a foster home for the rest of this lifetime and then in the next lifetime, I'll be with Travis Henry in our Castle Days as Thalia Emerson (the look of the 2nd lifetime).

Mr. Ada Borstein wants me to have sex with a black person because all white people someday for 1 Million years before the onset of the 10 Billion year slavery will have a sexual relationship with black people.  Heck, the male white population of starship cruisers of the 10 Billion year slavery will have sexual relationship with black female starship cruisers so the black female starship cruisers can become white and the male starship cruisers can become black.

We're really in trouble here now.  If I don't get a job and follow thru with my plans, I guess, my brothers are going to be stuck doing caregiving jobs for one lifetime, the first lifetime of the beginning of the modern era.

Or, we could all just turn DUTCH and follow on thru with the sugar amy prostitute program.  I doubt it.  No realms.

A great leader needs love, care, affection, attention, and selection.  No sugar amy prostitute can produce realms.

Anyway, it's not to say that sugar amy prostitutes don't need love, care, affection, attention, and selection - they do, and they deserve it just like everybody else.

So, you see, I've got to get a job.  I just heard a gunshot outside of my house.  I think my brothers and mother might be in trouble, and Stella and Mexi.

So, gotta get an entry level job first.  Be honest.  Tell them I'm mentally handicapped but feels and act normal when taking medications.  That's all.  And I know I'll get 2 full-time jobs at 2 Subway Restaurants.

OK?

Alright.  Thank you.

My guardian Angel said, he'll make this happen for me before the lottery and the lottery for 40 times in a row.

OK.

Bye.

A Poem of Solemn Kindness

A poem of solemn kindness

Not a lot of people know about me
That I'm also a person with a kind and hearted soul
Now, everyone looks at me like I'm made of steel,
'Tis not true, I say.

I help out in everyway possible to upgrade the system
Recently I made a decision based on faith alone
That maybe someday, I will be rewarded instead of punished

Today, I made a prayer to God
To release me from bondage and slavery
To release and set free my Uncle Rey from slavery in the spirit world
To release and set free my loved ones wherever they are

I cried because my Uncle Rey reminds of me so much
Kindhearted, big mouth, big hearted, happy, playful, with ultra big-ego
We're like twins in a lot of ways.

We both worship and pray to God
Would like to avenge our own demise from people who takes advantage of us
I don't want to end up as a slave
I don't want any of my loved ones to end up as slaves either

We might be high and mighty now,
But tomorrow, we are susciptible to sickness, disease, and malware

O, dear God, bless my Uncle Rey with an abundance of love
Bless him with freedom
Bless him to have a house, a car, a job, money, food, clothes, shoes, and winter jacket

I love you, Uncle Rey.  I wish also the same for everybody in the World.  


Thank you

Nobody loves me

All of the members of my "original first family" are normal.  They see me as a deviant, weird, and in need of assistance and medication.  Only my brother, Philip got me a place to live, medications to take, and my mother got me social security disability pension.  Otherwise, I'd long been dead by now.

MY life is in shambles.  Lately, I gave my doctor my business card and he prescribed to me, Lorazepam, sleeping aid for anxiety to calm me down.  I am calmed down.  I get dizzy, aloof, and sill drowsy.  I'm never going to take this medication anymore.

All my other relatives have a life on their own and they rarely visit me or don't know what's going on with me.

Here's a link to my uncle rey's and brother, allan's foster home business:

http://goldenhorizonafch.blogspot.com/2014/05/reynaldo-mendozas-golden-horizon-care.html

I feel like I've been left out of a major history here.  

Here are some things you might not know about:

WarHammer Online - this is where Philip, dressed up in all regality as the Devil God, Bahala, and his sword magically appeared as the Devil God's Bahala's Sword in his hands with a giant turkey behind him.  The girl with light blue sash is none other than a little Amy who fought the brute and killed him.  Nadia, the girl in purple dress that can turn anything into stone or ash is supposedly either one of the Angels from the previous kingdom or one of the Amys from here.  

WarHammer Online - The Mark of Chaos.  Tells you everything the monologue said.

Manowar Warhammer Online - they've combined the scenes of Manowar and Warhammer Online .  The videos here were actually fought by real people.  It is not in  c.g.i. mode.

Warriors of the World United (in real life)

Warriors of the World Warcraft



All of the computer games and video games today pertain to real life events that has happened, happening, and soon to happen.  I thought I'd let you know that.

Future cars of 2020 and 2050:

Frictionless Vehicles

Frictionless by Hanza

Future Travel

The future Airbus

Airbus 2050

Airbus 2050 concept 05

http://con-forma.blogspot.com/2011_06_01_archive.html

Flying cars of 2020

Concept cars of 2020

More concept cars for the year, 2020

Sports car of 2020

Sports car of 2020

Flying taxi cabs of 2020

Flying cars of 2020

The structure and integrity and other automated drills onto the body or interior of each of these cars, not including the wiring that needs to change the batteries of each cars might take a whole day so you can use it the next day.  Otherwise, they might have some type of fuel that is somewhat a nuclear reactor that powers these babies up.  That's my take on these type of cars.

Lately, I had been very angry at Mr. Ada Borstein again for turning some of the new little Amy Angels into primates or monkeys.  He's not going to get away with that.  I wish for him to turn as many Borstein Boys into primates or monkeys from now to forever.  He cannot use the Travis Henry boys

Finally, loving myself is when I know what I can give the rest of myselves every bit of love and compassion as well as for Travis Henry too

Anyway, during the "regular times with Caucasian peoples only", we'll have cars from 2010 to 2050 all the time during the 2nd to the 12th to the 10th programs only.

Thank you.

Sincerely,

Amy

photo credits:  google images   keyword:  cars of the future 2020 and 2050, archimeda born of dreams.

Nut Job!

Since I don't know how I could start having 2 full-time jobs without living somewhere where I could be allowed to live and have 2 full-time jobs before I move to my own apartment, Mr. Michael Gurfinkel said he'll help me but at a cost.  It's called, "The Nut Job".  He will order me in my mind within one year's time and give me a place to live and 2 full-time jobs.  This "ordering around" continues all the way to when I am married to Travis Hewgley and then disappears and I'm off on my own, I think or I hope.

But, so I'll wait what happens in a year or so and I'll keep you posted.

The Nut Job - 2014 Trailer

My 3rd lifetime look:

This is my 3rd lifetime look.  My husband to be is Richard Gere aka Travis Henry.  Anyway, that is all.

Angus McLaren of H2O: Just add water:

Angus McLaren is none other than Travis Henry.  This is his 2nd lifetime look - my husband in the next lifetime.

Restraint and Tactfulness:

Paul Walker said it all - http://inspirationboost.com/paul-walker-life-quote.  He is not a fraud. He's a true hero.

Some of my friends from facebook said I'll never get a job.  I think they're wrong.  When I told you I'm normal, I am normal.  I just am not a PROFESSIONAL.  At least, not yet.  I have restraint when it comes to stress and tactfulness when it comes to private information.

I just totally wrote down everything I've learned, fought for, worked for in this blog and my other blogs.  Having this type of information known is essential because people must know that I am a person deserving of love, respect, and care just like everybody else in the whole wide World, especially children (note: when I said "kids" are stupid, I meant the starship cruisers and regular humans).

Notice that all and almost all of the Children in the developed nations are well dressed, more well dressed than the adults and teenagers.  In the developing nations and third world countries, children suffer the most.  I don't know why this is, but it seems like it's the most prevalent things happening there.

Hopefully, my guardian angel will not make me talk too much or do some weird things like what I've been doing in this house when I am not in my room.  I'm not "sick" when I write things down. But, when I talk, it's Mr. Michael Gurfinkel that does the talking.  

Sometimes, I get totally excited putting things down here, but now, I am choosing my words carefully so I can work.

All I need is a chance to work and I'll do everything I can to follow up on the rules and instructions of the company.

Volunteer Opportunities at the VA Hospital in Portland, Oregon:

Hi!  Could you please send this email to the appropriate persons or divisions at the VA Medical Center at Portland, Oregon?

Dear Recruiter,

I'd like to volunteer as an office assistant at the VA Hospital up at the Marquam Hill in Portland, Oregon.  The hours I am available and fits to the available hours for volunteering is from noon to 4pm, Mondays and Wednesdays only.

I'd like to start as soon as possible.

Thank you.

Included in this email is my letter of applying a volunteer position at Impact, NW.

Sincerely,

Amalia

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Hi!  Can you please re-send this email to the appropriate person responsible for volunteering?  Thank you.

I applied for a position as a Coffee Specialist at the Holgate House for seniors & people with disabilities as a volunteer position.

I also applied for a position as a housekeeper/meal server (various locations, it said) for seniors & people with disabilities as a paid position.

All of this since 3 days ago and I haven't heard from the Human Resource Manager yet.

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Qualities I Possess:

I know how to cook 10 different filipino dishes, italian spaghetti or american spaghetti, lasagna, among other american foods.

I follow instructions carefully.

I know how to clean a house properly.  Been doing it since my teenage years all the way to my onset of mental disorder, which I am currently being treated to become normal.

Lately, I've been working for my brother's adult care home as a housekeeper, cleaning all 3 bathrooms (spotless), and their kitchen floor (sweeping/mopping, spotless).

I take pride in my work.  

I don't procrastinate when it comes to work.

I get along easily with co-workers.

I love serving the needy like homeless people, seniors, and people with disabilities.

I can handle knives and scissors without having to harm someone.

I am of sound mind.  I am almost normal.

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If you want to know more about me, you can find me on LinkedIn - under Amalia Manaois, Gresham, Oregon, Facebook - under Amalia Manaois, Gresham, Oregon, Google+ - under Amalia Manaois, Gresham, Oregon, and my blog:  www.mylifefullyexplained.blogspot.com.

My business card -  

 

I was living at the Royal Palms Hotel Building and Instar Place, Cascadia Behavioral Health for 3 years and 1 year, respectively.  Now, I am living at Hood View Residential Treatment Facility and I have been living here for 1 1/2 years now.

My diagnosis is Schizo-affective disorder with bipolar and manic depression.  But, I feel just fine when taking medications.  Heck, I am normal - it's my guardian angel that makes me confuse and then I get angry and I sleep it off to forget my problems.

Recently, I have made a deal with the devil - my guardian angel, Mr. Ada Borstein aka Mr. Michael Gurfinkel that if I win the lottery and he gives me everything I want that I'll give him more time to live in this Kingdom of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses.  In other words, if I order the new little Amy Angels to give him "realms" so he could live for almost like forever, and me servicing him in his house (he takes one self of mine back in time to live in other houses, multiplying myselves to be the Borstein Boys wives/slaves) for the rest of the time.

Please don't be alarmed.  Go through my blog and facebook, linkedin, and google+ and it will tell you more about me.

Attached here in this email is my resume.  Thank you.

Hope to hear from you soon or just email me.  My housemates are disabled people like myself but are really disabled and incoherent.  The first number of my business card is the house phone (Hood View) and the second number is my brother's home phone.  Please just email me instead.  Thank you.

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Here's a link to the US Government website for employment for people with disabilities:

http://www.opm.gov/policy-data-oversight/disability-employment/

http://www.va.gov/OHRM/Job_Opportunities.asp

https://iris.custhelp.com/app/answers/detail/a_id/1489/related/1

My email message to the recruiter at Impact, NW:

Hi!  Can you please re-send this email to the appropriate person responsible for volunteering?  Thank you.

I applied for a position as a Coffee Specialist at the Holgate House for seniors & people with disabilities as a volunteer position.

I also applied for a position as a housekeeper/meal server (various locations, it said) for seniors & people with disabilities as a paid position.

All of this since 3 days ago and I haven't heard from the Human Resource Manager yet.

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Qualities I Possess:

I know how to cook 10 different filipino dishes, italian spaghetti or american spaghetti, lasagna, among other american foods.

I follow instructions carefully.

I know how to clean a house properly.  Been doing it since my teenage years all the way to my onset of mental disorder, which I am currently being treated to become normal.

Lately, I've been working for my brother's adult care home as a housekeeper, cleaning all 3 bathrooms (spotless), and their kitchen floor (sweeping/mopping, spotless).

I take pride in my work.  

I don't procrastinate when it comes to work.

I get along easily with co-workers.

I love serving the needy like homeless people, seniors, and people with disabilities.

I can handle knives and scissors without having to harm someone.

I am of sound mind.  I am almost normal.

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If you want to know more about me, you can find me on LinkedIn - under Amalia Manaois, Gresham, Oregon, Facebook - under Amalia Manaois, Gresham, Oregon, Google+ - under Amalia Manaois, Gresham, Oregon, and my blog:  www.mylifefullyexplained.blogspot.com.

My business card - 

I was living at the Royal Palms Hotel Building and Instar Place, Cascadia Behavioral Health for 3 years and 1 year, respectively.  Now, I am living at Hood View Residential Treatment Facility and I have been living here for 1 1/2 years now.

My diagnosis is Schizo-affective disorder with bipolar and manic depression.  But, I feel just fine when taking medications.  Heck, I am normal - it's my guardian angel that makes me confuse and then I get angry and I sleep it off to forget my problems.

Recently, I have made a deal with the devil - my guardian angel, Mr. Ada Borstein aka Mr. Michael Gurfinkel that if I win the lottery and he gives me everything I want that I'll give him more time to live in this Kingdom of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses.  In other words, if I order the new little Amy Angels to give him "realms" so he could live for almost like forever, and me servicing him in his house (he takes one self of mine back in time to live in other houses, multiplying myselves to be the Borstein Boys wives/slaves) for the rest of the time.

Please don't be alarmed.  Go through my blog and facebook, linkedin, and google+ and it will tell you more about me.

Attached here in this email is my resume.  Thank you.

Hope to hear from you soon or just email me.  My housemates are disabled people like myself but are really disabled and incoherent.  The first number of my business card is the house phone (Hood View) and the second number is my brother's home phone.  Please just email me instead.  Thank you.