Am I Crazy or Not?

Some people might say I'm crazy, some people say I'm normal.  Maybe, the people that are calling me crazy are crazy themselves because I consider myself normal with a few slight hint of craziness or disability.  At least, this was pointed out to me by my caregiver.  I asked her if she thinks I'm disabled and she said, "No, You are normal with a little bit of disability, probably a mood disorder".  And that's what I have, bipolar disorder.  It's hard to carry on with mood disorders.  It just takes your life and make it really difficult with issues.  

I've never been confused with anything until I met my guardian angel, Mr. Ada Borstein talking to me inside my head.  He's an invisible being (meaning, non-visual or transparent) that can go inside people's bodies and orders them around.  And then, his other selves can hear him because they are Angels with magical powers (they can listen to people's thoughts and hear them loud and clear) and gives people housing, cars, food, money, clothes, shoes, you name it, material things, including your wife or husband or boyfriend or girlfriend.  Hehe.  LOL.  

That is why I said the people of the World are in trouble because the US Government owns the World.  The US Government is headed by Jewish People and Blonde Haired Caucasians, along with other types of Caucasian peoples like Europeans.  I don't know if this is true or not, but they say the Jewish people of the Americas are more powerful and yes, very powerful and rich than their relatives in Europe.  That's where Mr. Ada Borstein comes in.  You see, he's a Jewish man by heart.  He used to go to Hell and see the Devil God, Bahala or Valhalla in Norsemen religion and watch him kill human beings with his powerful and magical sword.  But, now that he's been demoted by Miss Amalia Goddess Angel III, he no longer goes there.  He's stuck down here in the Universe as a human being only.  Hehe.  LOL.

So....that's why I am in trouble.  They have enslaved me and turned me into a service amy.  Anyway, the heck with it. 



Is there love in the World, in the Universe and in the Heavens and beyond?

Of course, there is.  God loved the World that he gave his only begotten son, Jesus Christ to save mankind from evil, tyranny, and slavery.  There would be no love in the World if there is no beginning or ending.  People would go on loving each other or hating each other or both.  Just as there was no beginning, there'd be no ending of an era long past due in criminal history, rampant slavery, and tyranny.  So, there must be love in the World.

In the Heavens, there is always love.  People don't die in the Heavens.  Instead, the Angels go down to Earth to exercise their full power potential until they battle it out and whoever wins, win and takes a hold of every man, woman or beast in the World.

In other realms, there is also love.  Not much material things, but full of magical spells as was told to me by Mr. Ada Borstein.

So, there you have it, folks.  The story of my life, almost.  There are so much more issues at hand, but I'm not going to write it down here.



Here's a prayer to God, from little old me:

October 24, 2013

Dear God,

Hear me, oh dear God.  Please do not abandon me.  I am in need of your help more than ever.  Please redeem me.  I am indebted to you forever.  Please stop people from harming me.  Please share your wealth of knowledge in the World so that people may live in comfort and security.  Please love me and all of the people in the World.  We are in need of your constant support.  Allow me to share my World with the little peoples of the World that relies upon me to do the right thing.  If I have not done the right thing, stop me from going on to live so that I may die in your name, through Christ, our Lord.  Amen.

Thank you again for all of your love and support.  Thank you for my house, my car, my food, my clothes, my shoes, and all of the material things I possess.  Thank you for my friends and family.  I feel blessed when they are around me and having a good time.  I thank you for all the tears and laughter that you bring upon us everyday.  Again, thank you for everything.  Thank you for a wonderful life.  In the glory of our merciful friend and father, through Christ, our Lord, have mercy on us and lead us on an everlasting faithful journey through the stars and heavens above and below that is of Earth.  Amen.

Again, thank you.

Sincerely,

Amy

Roscoe, the really smart dog

Roscoe is one of those dogs that are really, really smart. Heck, he's even smarter than his owner, my brother's girlfriend. Hehe. Anyway, I go to my brother's house once a week to play with Roscoe as much as I can. Sometimes, I'm not able to if Stella, Roscoe's owner (my brother, Allan's girlfriend) is on a bad mood. But, when I am able to, I play with him with the utmost care.

What I do is as soon as I step inside the house, the dog barks. And then, I give a yell, "HI, Roscoe". And immediately, he knows it's me, one of his best buddies. Everybody in the house is Roscoe's best buddy. He lives in an adult foster home, a business that my brother does. There's another dog in the house named Jazmine. And Jazmine's owner is Howard, a patient in the house. Both dogs get along just fine.

Pictured here with Roscoe is Daniel. Daniel is also a patient in the house. Daniel takes Roscoe for walks so Roscoe can relieve himself from urine and feces. Anyway, as soon as Roscoe and I get together, I take him up in my arms and lead him to the kitchen. There, I open a can of Vienna Sausage, Roscoe's favorite human food. Now, I know you're not supposed to feed them human food, but other dog food are like human food anyways, with chunks of meat and soup like a stew. Roscoe loves to eat Vienna Sausage. He devours them like no other food known. Fortunately, Allan, my brother likes Vienna Sausage too. It's his favorite food. So, he buys them in bulk.

After eating, I'd take him up in my arms again and lead him to the living room, on the caregivers' side of the house. There are two living rooms in the house. One for patients and one for caregivers. Anyway, we'd sit down on the couch and I'd pet Roscoe. He'd give me a lick on my face and I know that he is happy. He'd wag his tail and sometimes we'd play hide and seek. Roscoe is the quickest puppy I've ever seen. I couldn't catch him. He's that quick. Little quick puppy, I call him.

Sometimes, he doesn't come out of Daniel's room until the coast is clear. That is when Stella leaves the house. She doesn't like me playing with her puppy. I said, "damn witch". Hehe. It is actually her puppy, but my brother bought it for her. So, as the saying goes, train your pet to like you by petting him or her, giving him the attention that he or she needs, and feed them like they should be fed with treats.

I'd like to own a dog someday, maybe in a couple of years, after I move into my own apartment. I'm currently living in a residential treatment facility for mental health. We can't have pets. I'd like to own a kitty cat someday too.

By the way, Roscoe is a Chihuahua/Pomeranian mix dog. He has medium size hair that is tan and brown with a cute black nose and clean breath and teeth. He always drink water - a must for a healthy dog so that their breath won't stink and their teeth will not rot. He goes to the vet once in a while. Stella takes him there. Stella also buys him clothes and a jacket for winter. He is that spoiled of a dog.

I feel like I'm part owner of this dog, even though I'm not. He is just absolutely a fantastic dog. And an adorable at that.

Oxen Gods

Anubis, the God of the Dead

As I see Roscoe follow me everywhere inside the house when Stella isn't around, I feel that I am really close to my friend, Travis Henry. You see, Roscoe is Travis Henry. Travis Henry is an Oxen God with magical powers. Travis Henry is a real human being today. One of Travis Henry's self got transformed into a dog and that is Roscoe, from the future. The leaders of the planet here which is Mr. Ada Borstein can transform humans into animals and and animals into humans. And that's just what Mr. Ada Borstein did. He transformed Mr. Travis Henry's self, which is Nick Jonas of the Jonas Brothers Band into Roscoe.

See related lens: http://www.squidoo.com/amyslife. You see, it's like this. The Kingdoms of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses start out with the Oxen Gods awoke from slumber in outer space. As soon as they created an earthlike planet, they lived on it as an Oxen, a minotaur. The fabled minotaur of the Western ancient religions calls this to mind. And then, the Angels appear from Heaven after the Oxen Gods have multiplied to a certain extent. So, you see, this is the Oxen Gods' home, not only by the Angels alone.

Both Oxen Gods and Angels have the same type of magical powers. They can fly as humans, fly as invisible human beings, be a shadow boy, create and control the weather, make planets appear out of nowhere, nuclear fire power, atomic blast, laser energy, light, water, electricity, vegetation, make animals appear out of nowhere, have super human strength, have super human abilities like have picture perfect memory, hearing perfect memory, smell perfect memory and abilities and speed up to the speed of light, lightning, thunder, snow, wind, dust, soil, and so many more.

What can we do when they are around? Nothing. You just go on with your life as you normally would. But, for me, having an Oxen God as a pet is like heavenly to me. It is the most wonderful feeling in the whole entire World. I do sure hope they feel feel the same way.

Oxen Gods

The House of the Bull Gods

Exalted and mighty are the Bull Gods. They are magical warriors who feed on the flesh of humans and drink their blood like vampires do. Beware for they can turn into werewolves, their flesh eating and human preying form today. Before they became werewolves, they devoured the flesh of humans as Oxen Gods, Minotaurs in the ancient moons long ago.

Christian Bale

Also known as Mr. Travis Henry

The actor, Christian Bale, also known as Mr. Travis Henry, my brother's neighbor in Southeast 170th and Division, Portland, Oregon is an Oxen God. He evokes everything that is of true to nature and to the Powers of God, the Devil God, Bahala. It is said that the Devil God, Bahala resides in Hell - there he enslaves humans to chip rocks and pound rocks into smaller pieces and after about a few hours of work each time, gets taken in to the jail cell and put to sleep by God. After about a day or two of this, he kills the humans by true decapitation.

Mr. Travis Henry is a free man everywhere. I'm going to be with Mr. Travis Henry, also known as Christian Bale of the future.

Justin Bieber

Beauty and a Beat

Justin Bieber, also known as Mr. Travis Henry (one of his selves like Christian Bale and Hugh Jackman) was frantic when he found out in the beginning of time, back when the former Angels of the previous Kingdom still had their powers and all Oxen Gods still had their powers, that his people had become slaves of the an Angel named, Gabriel (aka Ada Borstein). So, he set out to get his people back from the whore monger that is Ada Borstein and followed the human Goddess wherever she went. From then on, she had been dying, each time, getting reincarnated into different Amys in the same body, a Travis Henry body.

So, he took the obligation of giving powers to the Goddesses by going inside their bodies as a shadow person because he had become a shadow boy, a shadow invisible person that can go through glass and wood. With this, the human Goddesses seemed to evoke a magical existence not known then by the Borstein people until now. I think they knew but had forgotten over the course of the years. I think. Anyway, I really am not sure about this. It is merely a speculation.

Marrying a Dog

Sure is exciting

When do you ever get the chance to marry a dog, especially a dog named Travis Henry. It sure is exciting. I can't wait. Mr. Ada Borstein, my guardian Angel said he'll let me win the Powerball Jackpot Lottery, 3 times with worth as much as $500 Million each time. This will be in about 2 years' time. I don't want to be late as I am late already as it is. I'm already 40 years old and by the time I get married to Travis, I'll be 50. And I want 2 children from him. I know it's not too late, but I cannot wait another year to win the lottery.

Amalia Mendoza Manaois

Also known as Amy

Mr. Ada Borstein will transform me into white, caucasian females during my lifetimes in my Agenda. I will be with different men as my husbands - guys that I've listed down already and had chosen to be wedded to. I wish to Mr. Ada Borstein to transform me into this look when Mr. Travis Henry and I get together in our Castle days. However, I still have to pay for all of the things that I took which doesn't make any sense because the Borstein boys all want to be with me. I have to become a service amy for the starship cruisers. I AM "RADU CARNARU". T-"RA"-VIS "DO" - C- "AMY REYES (my nickname)"- NA (now in tagalog or egyptian pyramids and death) - "R- AMY REYES" - "U - universal or all". Radu Carnaru is wearing a necklace of 2 wings of an eagle. She's an Angel, an honest to goodness Angel.

Creedence Clearwater Revival

Born on the Bayou

This song tells you everything about what Travis Henry does during the fourth of July - him and his family and a bunch of friend gather in his front yard to fire up illegal fireworks. This will be my 5th year watching them in 2013. And then, Roscoe, my brother's dog was "born on the bayou". It talks about being in Allan's foster home as they are cooped inside the home all the time. They never get out of the house. "B" for be. "A" for egyptian pyramids or Amy. "Y" for coop or imprisonment temporarily. "O" for woman or sex. "U" for all or universal. Born on the Bayou.

Creedence Clearwater Revival

Susie Q

This song is about me. I'm Susie Q. Susi in my native language means "key". And "Q" means Queen. Because Mr. Ada Borstein, the author of all of the songs on youtube.com said I'm the next Ada Borstein of the next Kingdom of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses. This song talks about the service amys as well. That is why I'm in such a bind because they said I'm beautiful once I become a caucasian, white female. They said, I'm an Angel. And oh, by the way, Red is my favorite color.

Shaggy

Angel

This song is about me again. Angels have two sexes - male and female. Now, that's what you truly call "bisexual". Once I'm gone to go to the next Kingdom of Angels and Oxen Gods and Goddesses, all of the people on the planet where I'm on will become Angels too - Mr. Ada Borstein said. And all of us will fly to the Heavens to be with the Devil God, Bahala.

Well, that is all folks.

Credits:

Photo of vienna sausage taken from amazon.com.  

Videos from youtube.com

Photo of Christian Bale from Dreamstime.com

Photos of anubis, oxen gods, bull gods exalted, female bride dog, and radu carnaru all from google images

Photo of Roscoe and Daniel from Allan Adult Foster Home

What I will be doing after I win the lottery (in my first lifetime):

1st year - a.)  learn how to drive again
               b.)  go back to school at Portland Community College and take art classes and math classes and get computer information systems associate degree
               c.)  go back to school at Portland Community College and take art classes and math classes and get computer information systems associate degree
               

2nd year - a.)  take chemistry classes and associate degree in accounting
                   b.)  take chemistry classes and associate degree in accounting
                   c.)  

3rd year - a.)  enroll and go to school at the art institute of portland and study fashion design
      
                  
4th year - a.)  continue schooling of fashion design at the art institute of portland
                
5th year - a.)  continue schooling of fashion design at the art institute of portland
     
6th year -  a.)  continue schooling of fashion design at the art institute of portland and graduate                     with a bachelors of art in fashion design
                        
7th year - a.)  enroll and take courses online in Healthcare Management at University of Phoenix
                c.)  Invent Fashions

8th year - a.)  enroll and take courses online in Healthcare Management at University of Phoenix
                 c.)  Invent Fashions

9th year - a.)  enroll and take courses online in Healthcare Management at University of Phoenix
                 c.)  Invent Fashions

10th year - a.)  go to school at University of Phoenix and take Healthcare Management and                        graduate with a Bachelor's degree in Healthcare Management.
                  b.)  Take a vacation
                  c.)  Have my 2100 Lakeshore Rd. Oakville house built
                  

11th year -  a.) Invent Fashions

12th year - a.)  Work as a caregiver

13th year - a.)  Have another child
                  b.)  Invent Fashions

14th year - a.)  Invent Fashions
                   b.)  Work as a caregiver

15th year - a.)  Enroll in Civil Engineering at Portland State University
       
16th year - a.)  Go to School in Civil Engineering at PSU
                   b.)  Invent Fashions

17th year - a.)  Go to school and take Civil Engineering at PSU
                    b.)  Invent Fashions

18th year - a.)  Go to school and take Civil Engineering at PSU and graduate with a Bachelor's                    degree in Civil Engineering
                   b.)  Invent Fashions

19th year - a.)  Open a residential care facility and be the administrator/owner/operator of it
                  b.)  Invent Fashions

20th year - a.)  Continue working as administrator/owner/operator of my own residential care facility
                  b.)  Invent Fashions

21st year - a.)  Continue working as administrator/owner/operator of my own residential care facility
                  b.)  Invent Fashions

22nd year - a.)  Continue working as administrator/owner/operator of my own residential care facility
                    b.) Invent Fashions

23rd year - a.)  Continue working as administrator/owner/operator of my own residential care facility
                   b.)  Invent Fashions

24th year - a.)  Enroll in Business Administration courses at Portland State University
                  b.)  Enroll in Architecture at PSU

25th year - a.)  Go to school in Business Administration courses at Portland State University
                  b.)  Go to school at PSU for Architecture

26th year - a.)  Go to school in Business Administration courses at Portland State University
                  b.)  Go to school at PSU for Architecture

27th year - a.)  Go to school in Business Administration courses at Portland State University                          and graduate with a Bachelor of Science in Business Administration
                  b.)  Go to school at PSU for Architecture and graduate with a Bachelor of Art in                           Architecture

28th year - a.)  Take a vacation
                  b.)  Invent Fashions

29th year - a.)  Enroll in the Master's degree program for Business Administration at Portland                        State University

30th year - a. ) Go to school for Business Administration and graduate with a Master's degree                      in Business Administration at Portland State University

31st year - a.)  Take a vacation
      b.)  Invent Fashions

32nd year - a.) Open up a Land Developer firm

33rd year - a.) Continue building houses and buildings for a living
                    b.)  Invent Fashions

34th year - a.)  Continue building houses and buildings for a living
                   b.)  Invent Fashions

35th year - a.)  Continue building houses and buildings for a living
                   b.)  Invent Fashions

36th year - a.) Continue building houses and buildings for a living
                  b.  Invent Fashions

37th year - a.)  Invent Fashions
                  b.)  Continue building houses and buildings for a living

38th year - a.)  Invent Fashions
                  b.)  Continue building houses and buildings for a living

39th year - a.)  Invent Fashions
                  b.)  Continue building houses and buildings for a living

40th year - a.)  Invent Fashions
                  b.)  Continue building houses and buildings for a living

41st year - a.)  Retirement