My Aunt Linda's Family Run Business:

This is my Aunt Linda's Family Run Business - Hope N Care/Asa Care - http://hopencare.com/.

All members of my family are normal.  They all have a job as caregivers, business owners, office people, laborers, nurses, medical doctor, and farmers.  They reside in the USA and the Philippines.

I know they know that I have a mental disorder, but to tell you the truth, there really is nothing wrong with me.  This blog is borne out of confusion, not bipolar disorder or manic depression.  It's true that I get depressed once in a while, but I sleep in to forget my problems or get busy in which soon I will be doing.  

Now, I wish to Mr. Ada Borstein for me to do the same thing in my first lifetimes as I have done in my very first lifetime - work at Subway and McDonalds and work as an Administrative Assistant and a Medical Front Office Assistant and a Medical Biller for 10 years.  The houses that my brothers and I will buy today, we will have during my first lifetimes of my Agenda.  This is due to the document I already wrote a long time ago that whatever we do during this lifetime, we will be doing it also in every first lifetimes we have in the beginning of the Modern Era.

But, if Mr. Ada Borstein doesn't fulfill the above conditions, I wish to start my program at the age of 40 years during our first lifetimes of my Agenda.  I'm just not going to wait another 10 years doing nothing and aging.  I cannot wait.  I'm so getting mad at him for making me wait all this time because he wants to prey and do the same thing to Travis Henry.  God, I could kill Mr. Ada Borstein right now for being an ass.  This is how much I hate him.

To top it off, he's got Thalia Emerson, myself in the second lifetime as the only little amy that will become a service amy for 5,000 to 10,000 Billion times per time period.  He told me so.  He's tarantado - an asshole!  Me as Thalia is white.  This is what she looks like:

Just when you've become beautiful and Travis have loved you more than ever, Ada Borstein preys on you.  That's why I'm so irate and angry all the time.  Ada Borstein tries to separate me and Travis from our love because they think they can do it again, but I know everyone else that is not Herminigildo Manaois aka Jimmy Dean aka Jake Gylenhaal aka Allan Manaois aka Philip Manaois aka Peter Villanueva aka Chris Phipps aka Travis Henry and Amy will never become an Amy again.  

They don't want to believe it, but I know it's the truth.  Neal Wadleigh is a god damn liar - he's dishonest, vulgar, and down right rude and nasty.  He doesn't deserve my love - no Borstein boys deserve my love.  I've never heard any Borstein boy say, "I don't ever want to hear that you don't want to be with me forever" like what Travis Henry said when he still had his Godly memories as a shadow boy to Thalia Emerson in the next lifetime of mine.

Instead, you'll hear the music of vulgarity, pride, and sexual predation from the Borstein Boys - dishonest, vulgar, proud, and down right rude.  

That is why the Amy Angels love Travis.  They turned him into a Master in their hidden realms.  While Ada Borstein here turned Travis into a slave.  That's why I know the Borstein Boys will become slaves in the hidden realms of the Amy Angels because they turned all of the females here into whores.  

Rihanna - Rude Boy

Three 6 Mafia -  Lolli Lolli (Pop That Body)

I just realized and Mr. Ada Borstein now realized that when God inhabited my body and I became "God" and God killed Rihanna with his sword, that's the sign that the Borstein boys and Mr. Ada Borstein will never become a leader of the planet again - ever.  This is because a Borstein Boy wrote the song, "Rude Boy", by Rihanna.  He called God "little" and I guess it's over for the Borstein boys because Rihanna represents them.

I'm not saying I'm God in this lifetime - I'm only human that can become an Angel with magical powers in the future, but my programs are of Godly proportion and the inventions of the new little Amy Angels are of Godly proportions too.

Mr. Ada Borstein tries to make me look like a fool when I'm far from that.  At any rate, I'm not going to argue anymore.  What's done is done.  There's no going back.

Now, my late father, Herminigildo Manaois is the new King, the "Shah" ("siya" means in tagalog - me as in the Amy Angels) and there is no doubt now that he will become an Amy Angel again someday even though Rihanna is also Travis Henry, because he came back for me as a ghost.  Only one persona of Travis Henry was chosen to multiply as multitudes of people in the World in the very, very distant future, in the next cycle when one of myselves become chosen as an Amy Angel again after Herminigildo Manaois has become an Amy Angel and then an Ada Borstein and a Travis Henry.

The rest of the people today will die in Hell, never coming back or never to be born again on the planets as living things or humans.  It's called, "recycling".  When multitudes of people are being killed and are now gone, the new Amys populate the World.  And this continuous recycling and unrecycling of people dominate the lives of Angels, Oxen Gods and Goddesses, and Human Beings, not to mention animals and insects.  OK?

I hope this makes sense.  Tapos na si Mr. Ada Borstein.  I said, "Ada Borstein is done, finally". Hooray for Travis and Thalia.

Ang nang-aapi ay di nag wawagi.  I said, "People that prey on other people will never be victorious".  Only true love can give you rewards.  And love is a Godly virtue.  Love is a law.  Love is being human, being a living being, an Angel, a Goddess.  

"He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me".  If it was once lost and it came back for you, it's yours forever.  Keep it, it's yours.  I love you, Travis.  I want to be with you again.  Love, Amy.

That is all.

The Platters - Smoke Gets In Your Eyes

More music videos....

Train - Drops of Jupiter

Train - Marry Me

Adele - Skyfall

Coldplay - Viva La Vida


I told you this body of mine is magical.  I really did become an honest to goodness, Angel in the future.  The video by Coldplay is done by Neal Wadleigh, my ex-boyfriend.  He's a Borstein boy who tries to get in to my pants during my first lifetimes with Travis Henry.  He will never be able to do it or I'll have him shot dead before he enters my house as the look of Travis Henry.  He's got no shame, that bastard.  He already de-virginized me and had sex with me by opening my hole magically and closing it again and then throws me out of his hotel room naked.  He's a piece of shit crap.  He will never be able to do this kinds of things to me again, that bastard.

The Platters - Smoke Gets In Your Eyes

Good News!

Good news!  I applied for a volunteer position at a local homeless shelter for homeless people in Downtown, Portland and I am getting interviewed next Wednesday.  If I get it, I work 20 hours a week.  My position is to serve meals to homeless people or become a referral specialist.  We'll still have to see which position the recruiter has for me.

I can't believe it.  I knew I'd be hired.  I answered all of the questions there appropriately - no bullshit, no scary stuff like what's written here.  Hope I do well.  Wish me luck.

Guess what?

I am planning to move to a studio apartment for $675 - $700 with $700 security deposit after I get a job at a Subway Restaurant.  I didn't have the opportunity to write down my blog as the application process is a "fixed" program with social and psychological questions only.  You couldn't disclose anything there other than regular normal application process.  I answered the questions carefully based on customer service and co-workers relationships methods.  I think I answered them well.  I know I'll get a job there this August or June, 2015, depending on whether they have an opening or not.  

I'm looking at personal caregiver wanted ads and I found one in Portland, OR that pays $9.47 with a raise to $9.95/hr plus medical insurance and 401K benefits after a 90 day trial period for a young woman.  

But, now, I'm thinking for working at McDonalds Restaurant during day shift, Mondays to Fridays instead.  If I work at a Subway and a McDonalds restaurants with minimum wage of $9.10/hr, I would be making $1,456.00 x .20% (15% federal, 5% state income tax - http://www.mydollarplan.com/tax-brackets/, http://www.bankrate.com/finance/taxes/state-taxes-oregon.aspx) = $$1,164.80 x 2 = $$2,329.60/month.  Subtracting the bills from my income, I have $$619.60 left per month.  

Rent for a studio is $700, phone/tv/internet - $150, electricity - $100, water - $100, sewer and garbage - $50 = $1,100.  Plus, bus pass - $110 = $1,210.  Not to mention food - $250 = $1,460/month +/-.  I can bring food to eat or eat at Subway and McDonalds everyday for lunch and dinner.  One more thing, my student loans - $250 = $1,710.

Now, I have $619.60 left per month.  I have to buy shampoo - $5, soap - $8, toothpaste - $5, menstrual pads - $5 = $23.00.  I'll save $150/month for the down payment of my house for 5 years = $9,000.  I have $446.60 left per month.  Buy a shirt - $20, pants - $40 = $60.00.  I have $386.60 left per month.  I'll save the rest of this money in my bank account.  Hehe.  LOL.

I have Friday evenings and Saturday and Sunday evenings off.  Hehe.  Hope this works.


  

A letter to Mr. Ada Borstein:

May 5, 2014

Dear Mr. Ada Borstein,

Please give me the jobs that I applied for.  I put down on the application about my blogs and facebook and google+.  I didn't mean to put so much secrets on here and the way I deal with people, but this is better than keeping it hidden.  The people must know about our programs.  

Anyway, I can cook eggs with onions and tomatoes and hot dogs, asian fried rice, pancit canton (noodles), pancit bihon (noodles), nilagang baboy (pork stew with potatoes, bok choy, and seasonings), spaghetti, lasagna, palitao (filipino dessert), chicken or pork adobo (stir fried chicken or pork), among other filipino and american dishes.  

I follow instructions carefully.  I am usually good with people that doesn't belittle me or trash talking about me.  I get along with people, easily.  I am a nice person with a good heart, a big heart considering other people are extra mean.  

I am ready to be rehabilitated and start working.  In other words, I am ready to get my life in motion again.  

Besides, they might look at my facebook page and they'll find out about my blogs sooner or later.  Employers and educators do look at their nominees for employment or gain access to higher education through facebook - http://www.usnews.com/education/best-colleges/articles/2011/10/10/college-admissions-officials-turn-to-facebook-to-research-students.  They know you before you start knowing them.  There is a background check and DMV records check at Impact, NW.  I think I'm able to do the housekeeper/meal server job that I applied for.  But, first, let me volunteer as Coffee Socialist at Impact, NW.  This would test how I get along with others and other qualities that the employers are looking for.

Lately, I've been working for my brother at his foster home business, cleaning bathrooms and kitchen floors.  I try very hard to get my work done on time and with great attitude.  

So, if I don't get the jobs that I applied for, does that mean I'll wait for 10 years to win the lottery? Will our program of having nice homes still be applicable?  Hehe.  Everybody on the planet will stay at the 21st century level around the World, and perhaps, the black people might rule the planet for the rest of the timeline as I don't get married to Travis because I'm a failure.  Therefore, no program to begin with.

Sometimes, I don't understand your program.  Anyway, that is all I can do.

I guess, the small part is what counts.  Not everyone can be ultra-rich like having mansions for a house.  Nobody would clean them.  

So, you're going to have to give me the jobs that I applied for.

I have Friday nights off and Saturday and Sunday evenings, if I get both the jobs at Impact, NW and Subway.  OK?

Thank you.

Sincerely,
Amy

My business card

Realization again with clearer understanding of what's going on:

May 5, 2014

Dear Philip and Allan,

The weather in Portland is crazy.  One day to two days, it's hot and sunshiny, the next 2 days, it's raining, wet, and cold.  I have to turn on my portable heater to warm up my room.  Anyway, I want to tell you that I have a better understanding of our late father's coming back from the dead as a ghost and appeared right before my very eyes at the Holgate House where we used to live. But, before that he also appeared outside of our house in the Philippines when we were little children and called out my name from the grave.  After I got up and turned on the lights, he disappeared until at the Holgate House where he appeared to me as a ghost.

He wants to let us know that the new little Amy Angels will stop their existence as soon as they become white or "light".  And then, the deal that will seal it off is my completing my mission and becoming the next Archangel Gabriel or the next Ada Borstein.

Unfortunately, I'm not sure if he'll become an Amy again someday.  There's a possibility that he will not be.  He could've been if Tom Cruise as George Zimmerman did not get killed in Ombak, the movie as King of Siam by an assassin ordered by his twin brother.  But, then, our late father comes back as a ghost and has a message for me - he's not going to die anymore here in Mr. Ada Borstein's planets?, or the new little Amy Angels' planets?  That's weird.    

There's a 50 percent chance to 75% chance that our late father might become an Amy again someday, hence the next Travis Henry and Ada Borstein after being an Amy Angel.  Only if the Borstein boys would leave him alone.  

Our late father was smiling when he gave me a message of "hope" - to know that I'll be alright and make it to become the next Archangel Gabriel.  I think it was Mexi Manaois as a new little Amy Angel was the one that saved my ass.  Hehe.  She was there in that room with us with me and our late father's ghost as a white shadow.  Thank you, Mexi.  I love you.

So, what is going on?  Why would our late father appear before me as a ghost if he doesn't want to die anymore?  I think that's it.  He doesn't want to die anymore.  And besides, I have a feeling that that's not the last time I'll see him again.  I really do believe that he will be an Amy again someday.  

Let's ask some more questions.  If George Zimmerman didn't die, for sure Philip would be back again as an Amy.  But, it was Herminigildo Manaois that came back as a ghost to appear before me, smiling, and giving me a message of "hope".

Maybe, it was because George Zimmerman died that all Travis Henry boys are dropping like pancakes.  I think our late father for sure wanted to reassure me the signs that everything's going to be alright from now on.  Mr. Ada Borstein and Mr. Travis Henry and the Amy Angels cannot go on forever.  

I still think that our late father will become an Amy Angel again someday for reasons I can't explain.  

I'll leave it at this.  Maybe, he won't.  Who knows.  Like what Travis Henry said to Thalia Emerson (me in the next lifetime), "I don't ever want to hear that you don't want to be with me".  If it was lost and it magically comes back to you, then it's yours, is what I always say to things that is life.

photo credit:  google images  keyword:  ten commandments 



  

  

Oregon Minimum Wage:

Oregon's Minimum Wage is $9.10/hr starting in January 1, 2014, according to Oregonlive.com or The Oregonian - http://www.oregonlive.com/money/index.ssf/2013/09/oregons_minimum_wage_up_15_cen.html .

I just applied for a volunteer position at Impact, NW - http://impactnw.org/ , the same company where I applied for a housekeeper/meal server position for employment with starting pay at $10 to $11/hr based on experience.

I also have already applied for a "sandwich artist" position at Subway with employment starting in October 1, 2014.  I think I'm going to be paid minimum wage at Subway Restaurant.  I applied to 4 different Subway Restaurants near my house.

OK.  That is all.